[Fic] Fly Away (Oneshot)
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twentyeytakoTitle: Fly Away
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twentyeytako
Pairing(s):AKAME
Rating:PG
Genre:Angst
Beta by: me. *yep.*
Disclaimer: i still think i'm one of Johnny's lost nieces or granddaughters and i will inherit the company when he retires. until that happens, i don;t own any of them.
Summary: When I was a kid, I always knew what I wanted. People say that when I decided on something, I stick to it. That's my personality but today, the past months, weeks and days, I was troubled. For the first time in my life, I wasn't sure if I should go on with my decision.
Author Note:Inspired by the song "Fly Away" by Jojo. Some lines from the song are used in this fic.Jin's POV. setting is Jin's departure to LA.
I haven't written any akame fic for almost a year now. I hope you'll like it and i'll really appreciate your comments.
Instead of smiles, tears fell from the corner of my eyes.
******
I was in a deep slumber when I heard my alarm ring. I tossed and turned in bed then reached out on the other end only to find out no one was there. I searched for my phone and checked the time.
6:00 am
I sat up, my hair all out of place and then it hit me. Today, I'm leaving. Leaving to pursue my dream. The dream I wanted since I was a little kid.
When I was young, I watched international television shows and got amazed of what the world has to offer. Since then, I told myself: one day, I would see the world and make my mark on it.
People know me as someone who goes at my own pace. That I'm sure of what I really wanted and that I will do everything just to make all of my dreams happen. Someone who won't let an opportunity to explore the world pass. I also think of myself that way. When I decided on something, nothing can stop me from doing it and it's impossible to change my mind.
******
I entered Johnny's and I knew that it will be my key to reaching my dreams. I knew it will be the start of me seeing the world and making my mark. But along all of these, what I never expected is meeting someone who will be the biggest factor in my dream of seeing the world.
Kamenashi Kazuya.
We started out as regular friends. We entered Johnny's together and we've been inseparable since. We were put in the same group and were given the same projects. Add to that, we just live close to each other which is why we became very close friends. Again, never in my wildest imagination did I expect that all those years of being together and being friends, a mutual love emerges.
He's the only person who understands everything about me. My moods, my hobbies, my dreams. When I decided to live on my own, he never hesitated to leave their home and come with me. Although not everyone understood our situation, I know, Kame and I understood everything between us. What other people think are unimportant. The two of us are the only thing that matters.
******
It was a few months after our awaited debut that an opportunity to fulfill my dreams came. A school from America called me and told me I was accepted at their academy.
My heart leaped for joy because finally, my first step to seeing the world has come. I wanted to tell everyone about the good news but then I saw Kame.
Everything became blurred in my mind. It is only when Kame is involved that my vision of my future becomes unclear. I invested time and sacrificed a lot for my dream and never thought of thinking twice then suddenly, my dream of seeing the world is being weighed down by something, someone. Kame.
It took me days to tell him of the phone call I received. He never said anything against it but I can see in his eyes that he has so many questions in his head. Questions that I fear to hear because I don't know if I have the right words to answer him.
Days passed and we didn't talk about the phone call but then, all memebrs of the group were called out by the President.
All six of us were gathered inside the office,anticipating the reason why we were all called by Johnny. A few minutes of waiting, and he finally arrived.
Evryone sat up straight as he walked around the room thinking deeply of something. He then stopped right in front Kame.
"Are you sure you will be alright?" Johnny asked
The rest of us turned to them and wondered what it is they were talking about.
Kame nodded and Johnny sighed
"I guess you will survive but I can't promise you'll be as strong as how you are right now."
"I understand. I'll make everything work." Kame said
"Very well then."
Johnny took a deep breath and faced all of us.
"Kamenashi talked to me a few days ago regarding a very important matter. It has only been a few months since you've debuted as a group but since Kamenashi believes in all of you, I think you will all be fine."
Everyone looked puzzled now. Kame didn't make any eyecontact to the five of us.
"Akanishi." Johnny called and I looked up to him.
"I heard you got a call from the American Academy you've applied in a few months ago."
I nodded.
"You told me that you joined Johnny's because this will be your stepping stone in fulfilling your dreams, correct?"
I nodded again.
"The first time I saw you when you were returning your number during the auditions, I knew you were someone who'll be troublesome but I also knew you were someone exceptional. I was never wrong.You, together with Kamenashi make a powerful pair. Kamenashi talked to me and told me to let you fulfill your dreams."
"But what about us? What will happen to the group?" Nakamaru asked the president.
"It will be hard but just as Kamenashi said, you can survive."
"This group reached what it is today because of Kamenashi and Akanishi. KAT-TUN is popular because of them. The rest of us are mere ornaments to complete this group." Koki said
"Nonsense! KAT-TUN became what it is today because of everyone's hardwork! Without Akanishi, you will face a lot of controversies but this will be a test on your teamwork. Kamenashi and Akanishi have done their part in making this group known and now, it is your turn to introduce yourself and gain more popularity. It will be hard but I have already decided to let Akanishi go."
Everyone fell silent
"The five of you are now responsible for keeping this group alive and make sure that Akanishi still has a group to comeback to once he's done in America."
I know that somehow, the four other guys were mad at me but I was thankful they never said anything bad and tried to understand. We all decided not to talk about it much and just continued with the work we all have to finish before I leave for America.
******
"Jin~"
I heard Kame's voice from the kitchen and knew he was preparing for breakfast.
My heart broke down when I heard him call my name. This will be the last time I will hear him call out my name for breakfast because tomorrow, we will be waking up separately. For the first time in my life, I wish I never heard my clock ring.
We ate breakfast together and I can't help but feel guilty when I saw Kame still smiling and eating happily. I know that deep inside he feels sad and I know that stating tomorrow, he'll feel lonely without me by his side. He'll have to endure months of living alone and handling all the controversies by himself. Although other members are their to help him out, he'll be the one who'll be questioned non-stop by reporters.
I tried to tell him not to go with me to the airport but he insisted. I told him it would just get the attention of people when they saw him seeing me off but still he wanted to come. The real reason I didn't want him to come is because I know it'll be hard for me to get on board with him there. I am also afraid that I can't hold on to my feelings and let my true emotions come out.
We entered the airport together and Kame accompanied me to the boarding gate. Funny how the gate number is 23. The same day of his birthday and I can't help but think of it as a bad sign. I held my plane ticket as we stood a few feet away from each other and it still hurts as I see him smile his brightest.
I was asking God if I can have one more kiss and one more touch because I just can't get enough of him but I know I'm in a rush, I got to fly away.
I tightened my grip on my plane ticket almost crushing it on my palms. The thought of winning by fulfilling my dreams flashed before me but I don't want to win if my hearts the one that's got to lose.
All I need is one more kiss and one more touch because I still can't get enough of him but I'm in a rush, I got to fly away. The plane's waiting up for me right at gate 23 there's the doorway to my dreams but I don't know if I should go or I should stay.
"Should I change my life or miss my flight?" That question kept on running on my head and I only have a few minutes to decide.
I don't know how you can measure the promise of love when it's weighing against a chance that comes once.I thought of how I can leave when I know he's the one because when the dust settles he might not be here.
I wanted to run back to him and tell him I'll stay but before I can do it, he turns around and walk away. I hoped for him to stop and turn back to me but he didn't.
Now I'm standing alone in this terminal, crying my eyes out in tears.
Author:
twentyeytako Pairing(s):AKAME
Rating:PG
Genre:Angst
Beta by: me. *yep.*
Disclaimer: i still think i'm one of Johnny's lost nieces or granddaughters and i will inherit the company when he retires. until that happens, i don;t own any of them.
Summary: When I was a kid, I always knew what I wanted. People say that when I decided on something, I stick to it. That's my personality but today, the past months, weeks and days, I was troubled. For the first time in my life, I wasn't sure if I should go on with my decision.
Author Note:Inspired by the song "Fly Away" by Jojo. Some lines from the song are used in this fic.Jin's POV. setting is Jin's departure to LA.
I haven't written any akame fic for almost a year now. I hope you'll like it and i'll really appreciate your comments.
Instead of smiles, tears fell from the corner of my eyes.
******
I was in a deep slumber when I heard my alarm ring. I tossed and turned in bed then reached out on the other end only to find out no one was there. I searched for my phone and checked the time.
6:00 am
I sat up, my hair all out of place and then it hit me. Today, I'm leaving. Leaving to pursue my dream. The dream I wanted since I was a little kid.
When I was young, I watched international television shows and got amazed of what the world has to offer. Since then, I told myself: one day, I would see the world and make my mark on it.
People know me as someone who goes at my own pace. That I'm sure of what I really wanted and that I will do everything just to make all of my dreams happen. Someone who won't let an opportunity to explore the world pass. I also think of myself that way. When I decided on something, nothing can stop me from doing it and it's impossible to change my mind.
******
I entered Johnny's and I knew that it will be my key to reaching my dreams. I knew it will be the start of me seeing the world and making my mark. But along all of these, what I never expected is meeting someone who will be the biggest factor in my dream of seeing the world.
Kamenashi Kazuya.
We started out as regular friends. We entered Johnny's together and we've been inseparable since. We were put in the same group and were given the same projects. Add to that, we just live close to each other which is why we became very close friends. Again, never in my wildest imagination did I expect that all those years of being together and being friends, a mutual love emerges.
He's the only person who understands everything about me. My moods, my hobbies, my dreams. When I decided to live on my own, he never hesitated to leave their home and come with me. Although not everyone understood our situation, I know, Kame and I understood everything between us. What other people think are unimportant. The two of us are the only thing that matters.
******
It was a few months after our awaited debut that an opportunity to fulfill my dreams came. A school from America called me and told me I was accepted at their academy.
My heart leaped for joy because finally, my first step to seeing the world has come. I wanted to tell everyone about the good news but then I saw Kame.
Everything became blurred in my mind. It is only when Kame is involved that my vision of my future becomes unclear. I invested time and sacrificed a lot for my dream and never thought of thinking twice then suddenly, my dream of seeing the world is being weighed down by something, someone. Kame.
It took me days to tell him of the phone call I received. He never said anything against it but I can see in his eyes that he has so many questions in his head. Questions that I fear to hear because I don't know if I have the right words to answer him.
Days passed and we didn't talk about the phone call but then, all memebrs of the group were called out by the President.
All six of us were gathered inside the office,anticipating the reason why we were all called by Johnny. A few minutes of waiting, and he finally arrived.
Evryone sat up straight as he walked around the room thinking deeply of something. He then stopped right in front Kame.
"Are you sure you will be alright?" Johnny asked
The rest of us turned to them and wondered what it is they were talking about.
Kame nodded and Johnny sighed
"I guess you will survive but I can't promise you'll be as strong as how you are right now."
"I understand. I'll make everything work." Kame said
"Very well then."
Johnny took a deep breath and faced all of us.
"Kamenashi talked to me a few days ago regarding a very important matter. It has only been a few months since you've debuted as a group but since Kamenashi believes in all of you, I think you will all be fine."
Everyone looked puzzled now. Kame didn't make any eyecontact to the five of us.
"Akanishi." Johnny called and I looked up to him.
"I heard you got a call from the American Academy you've applied in a few months ago."
I nodded.
"You told me that you joined Johnny's because this will be your stepping stone in fulfilling your dreams, correct?"
I nodded again.
"The first time I saw you when you were returning your number during the auditions, I knew you were someone who'll be troublesome but I also knew you were someone exceptional. I was never wrong.You, together with Kamenashi make a powerful pair. Kamenashi talked to me and told me to let you fulfill your dreams."
"But what about us? What will happen to the group?" Nakamaru asked the president.
"It will be hard but just as Kamenashi said, you can survive."
"This group reached what it is today because of Kamenashi and Akanishi. KAT-TUN is popular because of them. The rest of us are mere ornaments to complete this group." Koki said
"Nonsense! KAT-TUN became what it is today because of everyone's hardwork! Without Akanishi, you will face a lot of controversies but this will be a test on your teamwork. Kamenashi and Akanishi have done their part in making this group known and now, it is your turn to introduce yourself and gain more popularity. It will be hard but I have already decided to let Akanishi go."
Everyone fell silent
"The five of you are now responsible for keeping this group alive and make sure that Akanishi still has a group to comeback to once he's done in America."
I know that somehow, the four other guys were mad at me but I was thankful they never said anything bad and tried to understand. We all decided not to talk about it much and just continued with the work we all have to finish before I leave for America.
******
"Jin~"
I heard Kame's voice from the kitchen and knew he was preparing for breakfast.
My heart broke down when I heard him call my name. This will be the last time I will hear him call out my name for breakfast because tomorrow, we will be waking up separately. For the first time in my life, I wish I never heard my clock ring.
We ate breakfast together and I can't help but feel guilty when I saw Kame still smiling and eating happily. I know that deep inside he feels sad and I know that stating tomorrow, he'll feel lonely without me by his side. He'll have to endure months of living alone and handling all the controversies by himself. Although other members are their to help him out, he'll be the one who'll be questioned non-stop by reporters.
I tried to tell him not to go with me to the airport but he insisted. I told him it would just get the attention of people when they saw him seeing me off but still he wanted to come. The real reason I didn't want him to come is because I know it'll be hard for me to get on board with him there. I am also afraid that I can't hold on to my feelings and let my true emotions come out.
We entered the airport together and Kame accompanied me to the boarding gate. Funny how the gate number is 23. The same day of his birthday and I can't help but think of it as a bad sign. I held my plane ticket as we stood a few feet away from each other and it still hurts as I see him smile his brightest.
I was asking God if I can have one more kiss and one more touch because I just can't get enough of him but I know I'm in a rush, I got to fly away.
I tightened my grip on my plane ticket almost crushing it on my palms. The thought of winning by fulfilling my dreams flashed before me but I don't want to win if my hearts the one that's got to lose.
All I need is one more kiss and one more touch because I still can't get enough of him but I'm in a rush, I got to fly away. The plane's waiting up for me right at gate 23 there's the doorway to my dreams but I don't know if I should go or I should stay.
"Should I change my life or miss my flight?" That question kept on running on my head and I only have a few minutes to decide.
I don't know how you can measure the promise of love when it's weighing against a chance that comes once.I thought of how I can leave when I know he's the one because when the dust settles he might not be here.
I wanted to run back to him and tell him I'll stay but before I can do it, he turns around and walk away. I hoped for him to stop and turn back to me but he didn't.
Now I'm standing alone in this terminal, crying my eyes out in tears.
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Date: 2010-03-06 09:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-06 09:49 am (UTC)this is angst.
but still, true love prevail!!
cause jin came back to kame in the end.
kekeke!
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Date: 2010-03-06 10:08 am (UTC)but its okayyyyy.
He come back after all ;D:D
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Date: 2010-03-06 10:34 am (UTC)thanks though
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Date: 2010-03-06 11:25 am (UTC)Its so sad....but finally Jin came back,right?
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Date: 2010-03-06 11:47 am (UTC)somehow...it seems very real...it kinda got to me.
thank god Jin did came back, huh?
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Date: 2010-03-06 02:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-06 12:01 pm (UTC)He's the only person who understands everything about me. My moods, my hobbies, my dreams.... I know, Kame and I understood everything between us. What other people think are unimportant. The two of us are the only thing that matters.
Somehow I think that Jin and Kame's relation to each other is like this. Since they are the one that have had the same experience in life and gone through a lot together.
Thank you ♥
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Date: 2010-03-06 02:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-06 12:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-06 12:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-06 12:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-06 01:11 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-06 01:41 pm (UTC)sad for kame..cuz he will feel lonely without jin
sad for jin..cuz he will feel lonely without kame
but their love for each other is so strong....that kame is willing to shoulder it all for jin to be one step closer to his dream...and jin would give it all up for kame...oh my heart aches and smiles at their bond
thank you for sharing this =)
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Date: 2010-03-06 02:12 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-06 02:26 pm (UTC)i dunno how to react to this..
errrrr. I love you too *i guess?*
LOL. srsly, thanks for reading :)
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Date: 2010-03-07 03:33 am (UTC)I love how your portrayed Jin's POV of leaving Kame at the airport like that~ it's good!
I really enjoyed it~ looking forward to more. ^.^
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Date: 2010-03-07 10:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-07 05:34 am (UTC)Nice work :)
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Date: 2010-03-07 10:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-07 10:23 am (UTC)Can I translate it into Vietnamese?
Thank you so much
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Date: 2010-03-07 10:33 am (UTC)sure, you can translate but just a little favor, please do credit me and have a link of this fic on your post.
thank you! :)