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twentyeytako ([personal profile] twentyeytako) wrote2009-08-16 06:59 pm

akame/ryoda drabbles

Title:AKAME/RYODA drabbles
Author: twentyeytako
Pairing(s):Akame.Ryoda
Rating:
Genre:
Beta by: me. *yep.*
Disclaimer: i still think i'm one of Johnny's lost nieces or granddaughters and i will inherit the company when he retires. until that happens, i don;t own any of them.
Summary: drabbles.some are only a sentence long.
Author Note: these are the ideas i have for possible oneshots or multichapters. there would be no mentions of names but the pairings are only akame or ryoda. it's up to you who you choose between the two pairings.


01
A lot of people ask me why I try hard to get him. It's simple,actually. When I was young, I learned a lesson. I wanted something, I couldn't have it and was given something different. Since then, I promised myself, I will always try my best to get whatever it is that I want or love because I never want to be forced to love whatever it is that was rejected and left by others.


02
It doesn't mean that when you feel that you have the sweetest love, you'll also have the sweetest ending. Sometimes even the sweetest thing on earth can hurt.


03
I never listened to anything they said. They warned me that I might get hurt but I brushed it off. They told me our love was impossible, I remained deaf. Now that it's all over, I realized that you have to experience things for yourself in order to get what others have been telling you all along.


04
It started with a silly joke that our friends made but like people say, somewhere between silly and half-meant jokes, falling in love happens.


05
We were having those petty fights we have and he was shouting at me. I kept my head down and stayed silent. "Hey! Look at me in the eyes when I'm talking to you! Why is it that when we fight, you always avoid my gaze? What's your problem?" He asked me. I sighed and told him, "It's because when I look at you, all my anger goes away and all I want to do is hug and kiss you."


06
People stare at me differently. I did something that in their eyes was wrong. I think it's unfair. Sometimes, the only thing people see is what we did. They never bother to find out the reason why we did it.


07
They say I'm stupid for choosing you. I say they're wrong. I'm empowered to make right choices but sometimes, I choose to be stupid because that's the only time I can experience a bite of what they call happiness.


08
It's really hard to show everybody how you feel because you are scared of letting them know  what's bothering you. Lying would be an excellent remedy to overshadow the tears from your eyes. You hide the pain by smiling, hide the tears by laughing ang hide the sadness by lying. Sometimes, you just want to trade your life just to experience a minute of happiness that will really change everything but you realize that that's what makes it ironic. The more you seek for happiness, the more you lose it.


09
I told him to let me go but he refused to. "No. I don't want to let you go." He said. I snickered. " You always say you're bored and tired of what's going on between us. If you love what you're doing, you'll never get bored. it's the same with love. If you love someone, you;ll never get tired. Bye." I said and left him.


10
It has been a month since we parted ways but I never shed a single drop of tear in front of my friends. Instead, I smile. One of them asked me why I'm not crying. He told me that it's okay to cry to release all the hurt. I told him, "I won't cry because it's over, I'd rather smile because it happened."


11
He asked me why I still feel uneasy whenever he's around and feel anxious when his name is mentioned. There will always be faces that I can never look at without emotion and there are names I can never hear spoke without the same old feeling returning.


12
When I dared to love him, I told everyone I;m the one t change him but then, i realized that there are things we can't change and in the end, it changes us.


13
In love, I follow one rule. Sometimes, you have to choose the more stupid thing that makes you happy over the right one that leaves you empty. Life is all about choices and it's not a requirement to choose the right one. You just have to be brave enough to face the upshots of your choice.


14
I called him in the middle of the night and said that I was sad because I can't have the one I love. I heard him give a soft chuckle and he told me that I might not realize it but someone is in much deeper pain for not having me. That person, he said, was him.


15
There's a special level of comfort between two matching souls. An unbreakable bond of constant support and closeness. It's when a warm embrace feel so right

or when two hand fit so snugly. It's a feeling that's hard to define but easy to recognize.When you find that comfort, you just know you;ll never let go.Everybody in this world is scared and sometimes, it takes two scared people to do one brave thing and that is to fall in love.


16
I may love the wrong person and cry for the wrong reason but no matter how things go wrong, one this is for sure, mistakes are nothing if you truly love a person.


17
I knew that he was the person meant for me because he was the one who stayed when I thought that there were no more reason to love me. In my nothingness,he stayed and told me that he can find a hundred and one ways on why he can continue loving me.


18
They were together and saw a shooting star. They both wished. One wished for the other to be his but the other wished to belong to somebody else.


19
The moment I truly understand love was when I found the courage to give up my happiness for someone.


20
A lot of girls are dying to kill me because I have him. The reason he choose me over a girl? It's because a man knows how to touch another man's body better any women because he already knows all its secrets. *sorry for the sudden perviness*


21
My friend told me not to ask the question but I was stubborn. I still asked him but after hearing the answer, I wished I listened to my friend. i shouldn't have asked him if he loves me because I wasn't prepared to hear his answer.


22
The reason I work hard is to help me forget but I learned that one of the saddest part of life is keeping yourself busy and pushing yourself to the limit all day and when you get home, lying in bed, you discoer that after all you've done to forget, you are still in that very same situation you're trying to escape.


23
They were scolding me for not listening to them. Usually I answer back trying to explain my side but today, I kept silent. My silence doesn;t mean that I now

agree to everything they say, it means I'm tired of explaining to people who doesn'teven care to listen with understanding.


24
They always ask why I'm still waiting. I said it's because it's better to wait  for years for that someone you are sure of than to grab the chance with someone who picks you up but drops you whenever he wants to.


25
I never dared to tell him I love him because I might lose him. Sometimes the best way to stay close to the one you love is bt being just a friend.


26
I told him I'm not happy with my life anymore. He held my hand, leaned close to me, kissed me on my forehead and said: Let me enter your life and I promise you we'll both be happy.


27
Someone asked why I let him go. I said: Things that are a burden will lighten when you let go.


28
A bitter truth I learned: The hardest person to get over is the one I never had and the one I had but only half way.


29
The loudness of my voice shocks and threatens him but his silence tremendously shakes my consciousness.


30
Though I know he loves me, I can't erase the fact that I'm not the only one that makes him happy.


31
I love my bed. For single people, it's only a material thing but when you meet someone you'll truly love, a bed will have an important meaning. Even if it's a small bed, sleeping would always be a comfort when you share it with your special one.


32
One time, I stopped loving the most important person in my life not because I fell out of love but because I felt there was someone else who made him fall in love.

33
It is better to cross the line and bear the consequences than to stare at it for the rest of your life and never win


34
I know we both make mistakes nut it's the after math that matters. The after part where we both make it right.


35
Someone asked me, "Why do you still love someone who doesn't like you? There are a lot of people there to love." I smiled and replied, " If you're thirsty, would you drink the water from the sewage just because it's also water?"


36
I now know why everything have to be so hard sometimes. Its because if it's easy, we'd never know anything was worth it.


37
It's hard to run from a feeling that haunts you every now and then. Painful to tell your heart that you don't need it. You keep on pretending that you are better to be alone when in fact you feel so empty. But why take chances when you see no hope?Why try if there's nothing to win for? Sometimes, it pays to wait. Never hurry.Let infatuation die a natural death and give birth to true love that you truly deserve.


38
You can choose a place to sit but you will never know will sit next to you. That's the scene inside a bus and it's the same with love. You will never know who you'll fall in love with. Still, like in a bus, you will also not know when he decides to go down.


39
If everybody deserves a second chance, would it mean we also have the freedom to waste the first one?


A/N: to my readers over at [livejournal.com profile] ryoda_love , i'm planning to write another fic. i still don't know if it's a multichapter or a oneshot but it'll be based on the manga HAPPY PLAY by Sugai Aya. I want to make it into a multichap but i'm still thinking of scenes to add coz the manga is short *or i'm wrong? is it long?* anyway, don't expect any smut scene when i write it coz y'all know i can't write that. LOL. as for an akame fic, i have ideas for a one shot but i want to write a multichap. i need plot bunnies!





[identity profile] alaruber.livejournal.com 2009-08-16 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
UWAH~~~!!! SO MANY DRABBLLEEESSS :)))) that is fast... one day ago u had finished one and now so many drabblllleee XDDD
I m looking forward to what you are gonna come out with :)))))

*gives major huge cookies* *hugs*
Are you having your holidays yet ? since your exams are over XD heheheh
LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL FOR ME MUHAHHAHAHA I M GONNA FLYYYY :x
<3s you many many many many :))))

[identity profile] alaruber.livejournal.com 2009-08-16 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
UWAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHA A FIRST :))))) HOHOHOHOOHOHOHOHOHHOOHOHOHHOOHHOHOHOHO :))))
*STARTS TO SNOW IN SINGAPORE*

[identity profile] dayenniez.livejournal.com 2009-08-16 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)
A lot of girls are dying to kill me because I have him. The reason he choose me over a girl? It's because a man knows how to touch another man's body better any women because he already knows all its secrets. *sorry for the sudden perviness*

that's my fave among all..
but seriously I love all of them!!

This is great!
Thanks for sharing dear!

[identity profile] creamy-amande.livejournal.com 2009-08-16 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
They are so awesome.
You're a true poet.
I mean they're the likes you find on some agenda and books you know, to cheer your days.
I love them. I love you're writing.
Is it wrong if I'm biased and all I saw while reading was RyoDa?
Forgive me if you thought of Akame for some because I could not. I'm a total RyoDa freak.
I loved them all but one got to me was the 23. Because I feel it was me you were talking about.
Thank yoU!

[identity profile] raixas.livejournal.com 2009-08-17 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
*sobs*
most of it are sad~ wuuu~

[identity profile] kytez.livejournal.com 2009-09-14 01:28 pm (UTC)(link)
drabble 35 is so true~ and these are a lot @_@ I like it very much even though it's melancholic :D

off-topic: btw, I tried to reply to your message but it seems that the messaging could only be done when both parties are on mutual grounds XDDD so I apologize if I'll be replying here :) I hope you don't mind as well that I've added you :)