{drabbles} 30 drabbles
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twentyeytakoTitle: 30 drabbles
Author: twentyeytako
Pairing(s): no mentions of name but I have AKAME in mind when I wrote this
Rating: safe
Genre: angst
Beta by: me. *yep.*
Disclaimer: I still think I’m one of Johnny's lost nieces or granddaughters and I will inherit the company when he retires. Until that happens, I don't own any of them.
Summary: 30 angst-y drabble
Author Note: all angst-y! All this drabbles came from messages sent to me by my friends. I just turned them into drabbles.
1. You know, it hurts so much to know that you would never learn to love me. It hurts to think that I'm hoping for the impossible but what hurts the most is seeing you happy in the arms of a person other than me.
2.I love you, that's the truth and even though you're no longer by my side, you're still the one inside my heart. You told me before I left that you love me too but if ever I ask you now, am I still the one you love or the person you've found while I'm gone?
3. You know that you're important to me. You know that I need you and you also know that I'm happy whenever you're here with me. You know all this things but still, you chose to love someone else.
4. I accepted that everything was gone. That my life is ok without you. That everything between us is over and that I am okay with it but when I saw you, my heart stopped and I said to myself: I thought I got over you but I realize that I still love you.
5. When you left me, I was hurt. I cried my heart out but as time passes by, I slowly realized that even though it's hard to accept, my life is a lot better when you're no longer part of it.
6. I love you so much. I love you so much that I decided to fight for you again. I told you everything I feel but after hearing all those words, you hugged me said: I'm sorry but I don't want this to continue...
7. You told me you love me and I believed you. I even told you, "I'll keep those words in mind" but why is it that as time pass by, I see and hear you saying those exact same words to someone else?
8. Sometimes, when you cry, you think that no one sees your tears. That when you worry, no one sees your pain and when you smile, you think no one sees your happy but you're the one who doesn't see. You don’t see how long I'm waiting for you to realize that I have been watching you ever since you came in my life.
9. I looked into your eyes and saw your tears as you cry to release the pain you're feeling. I approached you and told you to stop but you just asked me, "Why can't she learn to love me?" all I could say was, " I don't know but those are the exact same words I wanted to ask you."
10. It’s hard to let go of the person you truly love. When I told you that I give up, I thought you would stop me. You hugged me and whispered into my ears: That's the same thing I wanted to tell you. You just beat me to it.
11. I wish you were mine so you won't cry. I wish you were mine so you won't get hurt and I wish you were mine so you won't have to wait but the truth is, I wish I was her so that you'll love me so much.
12. All this time I was looking for my true love that I didn't know that you were my soul mate. It was too late when I realized. You were gone. You went away to forget about me.
13. I thought no one can break us apart but I was wrong. It wasn't that way. I thought about it and realized I did things that will hurt you. I wanted us to be back to what we were before but when I was trying to get back to you, I noticed that someone has already replaced me.
14. Why are you so unfair? Whatever pain that comes my way, I bear it. Whatever hardship I encounter, I endured it and whatever wrong you've done, I forgave you but why did it come to this? You still left me in spite of the things I did for you.
15. One time you saw me talking to her. We held hands and hugged each other. You thought I turned my back at you and I chose her over you but what you don't know is that she cried when you turned your back. She cried because I said goodbye and chose you.
16. One time I asked you why you're happy. You answered, "Because I'm with the one I love". Then you asked me, "Why do you look so sad?" I said, " Because the one you love has the one I love with her."
17. The first time I saw you and met you, I thought of a way to get close to you. I called you often until one day we became a couple. When we became together, I was scared at the thought of you changing. Now that I love you so much, I'm afraid of losing you.
18. I really want to be close to you. So close that there will be a time when I'll just hold your hand and tell you, “Stay with me. I can't bear it if you leave."
19. I tried my best to be like her. I did everything that she did. I love you more that she loved you and then I asked you, “Isn’t all of this enough?" You just said, "Stop this. Everything you do is pointless. You're not her"
20. You told me you won't leave me. We'll always be together and whatever battle comes our way, you would protect me. I believed you. I was happy with everything you've said. The battle hasn't even started and yet I know that I lost when she came into your life.
21. There are things that we need to hold on to and there are things that we need to let go. Both are hard to do but what hurts is when you hold on to something important but you have to let go of it because you realized that that person is already holding on to someone else.
22. They said it hurts to see the one you love looking at someone else but what hurts the most is that though he's not looking at someone else, he still can't see you.
23. I wish you never became my friend. I was happy before you came not like now. You're making things hard for me but I know you're not doing it on purpose. I know you didn't ask for me to be your friend. It's the same with me; I never intended to love you.
24. I want you to wait for me. I want to let you inside my heart when I finally forgot about my past love because I want to give you all my life and that when a time comes that she comes back, she won't be able to take me with her because I’m already yours.
25. How many times have I told you that I love you? Did you listen to me? You didn't even bother to listen and now, you can't blame me that because of the hurt you've caused, I'm too numb to listen to the things you want to say.
26. They said life begins when you've found your true love. Someone asked me if my life has begun, I told them, "My life just ended. The one I love already left me."
27. I no longer see you but I'm ok. I no longer talk to you but I'm ok. I'm happy though you're not beside me but I want you to know that when you're not here, I'm ok but my life is incomplete.
28. it’s hard to say "sorry". It's hard to say "I love you" but I realize that the hardest thing to say is "Please love me too."
29. it’s sad to love someone like you. I know I'm not good enough because somebody else occupies your mind and heart. I know I can never compete with that.
30. I told myself that I will stop these things that make me go crazy. I want to hit my head so hard that it will bleed and make me realize that some things are not meant to be but every time, every minute, every single moment that you're near me, I just can't help it. I can't stop it. All my efforts just go to waste.
Author: twentyeytako
Pairing(s): no mentions of name but I have AKAME in mind when I wrote this
Rating: safe
Genre: angst
Beta by: me. *yep.*
Disclaimer: I still think I’m one of Johnny's lost nieces or granddaughters and I will inherit the company when he retires. Until that happens, I don't own any of them.
Summary: 30 angst-y drabble
Author Note: all angst-y! All this drabbles came from messages sent to me by my friends. I just turned them into drabbles.
1. You know, it hurts so much to know that you would never learn to love me. It hurts to think that I'm hoping for the impossible but what hurts the most is seeing you happy in the arms of a person other than me.
2.I love you, that's the truth and even though you're no longer by my side, you're still the one inside my heart. You told me before I left that you love me too but if ever I ask you now, am I still the one you love or the person you've found while I'm gone?
3. You know that you're important to me. You know that I need you and you also know that I'm happy whenever you're here with me. You know all this things but still, you chose to love someone else.
4. I accepted that everything was gone. That my life is ok without you. That everything between us is over and that I am okay with it but when I saw you, my heart stopped and I said to myself: I thought I got over you but I realize that I still love you.
5. When you left me, I was hurt. I cried my heart out but as time passes by, I slowly realized that even though it's hard to accept, my life is a lot better when you're no longer part of it.
6. I love you so much. I love you so much that I decided to fight for you again. I told you everything I feel but after hearing all those words, you hugged me said: I'm sorry but I don't want this to continue...
7. You told me you love me and I believed you. I even told you, "I'll keep those words in mind" but why is it that as time pass by, I see and hear you saying those exact same words to someone else?
8. Sometimes, when you cry, you think that no one sees your tears. That when you worry, no one sees your pain and when you smile, you think no one sees your happy but you're the one who doesn't see. You don’t see how long I'm waiting for you to realize that I have been watching you ever since you came in my life.
9. I looked into your eyes and saw your tears as you cry to release the pain you're feeling. I approached you and told you to stop but you just asked me, "Why can't she learn to love me?" all I could say was, " I don't know but those are the exact same words I wanted to ask you."
10. It’s hard to let go of the person you truly love. When I told you that I give up, I thought you would stop me. You hugged me and whispered into my ears: That's the same thing I wanted to tell you. You just beat me to it.
11. I wish you were mine so you won't cry. I wish you were mine so you won't get hurt and I wish you were mine so you won't have to wait but the truth is, I wish I was her so that you'll love me so much.
12. All this time I was looking for my true love that I didn't know that you were my soul mate. It was too late when I realized. You were gone. You went away to forget about me.
13. I thought no one can break us apart but I was wrong. It wasn't that way. I thought about it and realized I did things that will hurt you. I wanted us to be back to what we were before but when I was trying to get back to you, I noticed that someone has already replaced me.
14. Why are you so unfair? Whatever pain that comes my way, I bear it. Whatever hardship I encounter, I endured it and whatever wrong you've done, I forgave you but why did it come to this? You still left me in spite of the things I did for you.
15. One time you saw me talking to her. We held hands and hugged each other. You thought I turned my back at you and I chose her over you but what you don't know is that she cried when you turned your back. She cried because I said goodbye and chose you.
16. One time I asked you why you're happy. You answered, "Because I'm with the one I love". Then you asked me, "Why do you look so sad?" I said, " Because the one you love has the one I love with her."
17. The first time I saw you and met you, I thought of a way to get close to you. I called you often until one day we became a couple. When we became together, I was scared at the thought of you changing. Now that I love you so much, I'm afraid of losing you.
18. I really want to be close to you. So close that there will be a time when I'll just hold your hand and tell you, “Stay with me. I can't bear it if you leave."
19. I tried my best to be like her. I did everything that she did. I love you more that she loved you and then I asked you, “Isn’t all of this enough?" You just said, "Stop this. Everything you do is pointless. You're not her"
20. You told me you won't leave me. We'll always be together and whatever battle comes our way, you would protect me. I believed you. I was happy with everything you've said. The battle hasn't even started and yet I know that I lost when she came into your life.
21. There are things that we need to hold on to and there are things that we need to let go. Both are hard to do but what hurts is when you hold on to something important but you have to let go of it because you realized that that person is already holding on to someone else.
22. They said it hurts to see the one you love looking at someone else but what hurts the most is that though he's not looking at someone else, he still can't see you.
23. I wish you never became my friend. I was happy before you came not like now. You're making things hard for me but I know you're not doing it on purpose. I know you didn't ask for me to be your friend. It's the same with me; I never intended to love you.
24. I want you to wait for me. I want to let you inside my heart when I finally forgot about my past love because I want to give you all my life and that when a time comes that she comes back, she won't be able to take me with her because I’m already yours.
25. How many times have I told you that I love you? Did you listen to me? You didn't even bother to listen and now, you can't blame me that because of the hurt you've caused, I'm too numb to listen to the things you want to say.
26. They said life begins when you've found your true love. Someone asked me if my life has begun, I told them, "My life just ended. The one I love already left me."
27. I no longer see you but I'm ok. I no longer talk to you but I'm ok. I'm happy though you're not beside me but I want you to know that when you're not here, I'm ok but my life is incomplete.
28. it’s hard to say "sorry". It's hard to say "I love you" but I realize that the hardest thing to say is "Please love me too."
29. it’s sad to love someone like you. I know I'm not good enough because somebody else occupies your mind and heart. I know I can never compete with that.
30. I told myself that I will stop these things that make me go crazy. I want to hit my head so hard that it will bleed and make me realize that some things are not meant to be but every time, every minute, every single moment that you're near me, I just can't help it. I can't stop it. All my efforts just go to waste.
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Date: 2009-06-07 10:41 am (UTC)But I love them!!!
Why are you feeling sad??(((((
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Date: 2009-06-07 10:43 am (UTC)because i feel that writing fics has become a burden now. I can't write a single line for the ryoda fic. It's supposed to be the last chappie and i can't write it. I'm sooo sad. T___T
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Date: 2009-06-07 10:46 am (UTC)Dear, these drabbles are amazing!!!! I'm so loving them!!!! <3 <3 <3
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Date: 2009-06-07 11:06 am (UTC)i'm thankful to my friends who sent me this messages.
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Date: 2009-06-07 11:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-06-07 11:59 am (UTC)always making me cry T_T ilang beses nba ko umiyak ngayong araw dhl sa ANGST? :((
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Date: 2009-06-07 12:12 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-06-07 12:10 pm (UTC)I'm begining a writer's block (and again, it's not the ideas that lack, it's the first line of the story!) WHERE ARE THE BORING CLASSES WHEN YOU NEED THEM!? (Answer: in Montreal) oohhhh...
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Date: 2009-06-07 12:14 pm (UTC)i have the same problem *sobs* i can't write anything aside from these and make some icons. MY CLASSES HAS BEEN MOVED! i really want to start univ but because of that curse *swine flu* classes were pushed back...*CRIES*
have you posted ur repo?
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Date: 2009-06-07 02:21 pm (UTC)(hug u)
i lend u my muse, but i myself stuck at doll kame...